It's about my own little ideas about beauty.

It's a fetish and a damn strange one.

Many fetishists are into things like feet, lingerie or leather.

It's basically defined as a sexual attraction centered around a non-living (or in the case of foot and nose fetishes, parts of the whole) as opposed to primary interest in the whole person.

That's not to say that fetishists are not attracted to or cannot love someone, far from it, it's just that they get an extra "charge" out of something specific.

It can be as mundane as a certain type of shoe or it can be something as wild as mud wallowing.

Fetishes are not as uncommon as people think they are.